Twilight Rebel

Just letting you all know that I'm switching my journal to: xx_enigmatic_xx

Hopefully that account wont die like this one >.>

People have been poking me to post so .... here it is!

I laughed at this for so long XDDDDD
and I don't even know why XDDDD Just the look on the cat's face.... it just screams "OH SHIT!!"

Well I promised Lauren today that'd I'd Make a Post to let everyone know that I'm indeed still alive -_-U

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I'M ALIVE FOLKS~~~~
ALIVE AND WELL AND SPAMING YOUR FRIENDS PAGE!!!!

okay I'm done now ^_~

YES I AM ALIVE
 hee hee since I have nothing better to do I'm gonna post a meme **laughes to self**

Howdy, 


Well I just got back for play pratice.... at 7:57  lol it was the play rehersal from hell!!!

Well it was't that bad until people started to forget their cues.  Like someone who i shall not name here was playing poker backstage and I was left inprovising until they came out.  Actually it happened to me in every scene I happened to be in. T_T

oh I think it'd be time for another meme ^^



On-line journals are little filters that we each see every one else's lives through, the parts others choose to share with us. That said, we all think we are close, but really we seldom know *a lot* about each other. So I want you to ask me something you think you should know about me. Something that should be obvious, but you have no idea about. Ask away. The entry is public (for now) so feel free to post anonymously.

Then post this in your LJ/wherever else and find out what people don't know about you.

Got it from couragebailey   XP Ask away ^^ lolz I love these meme things ^^

Well I saw a whole lot of people doing this and I haven't updated my journal in the longest time so I thought I'd give it a shot.  Besides I thought it'd be fun to see how well the few people that veiw this journal know me.  If you know that you dont know me very well then give a shot anyways for the hell of it. XP 

(2 Points) My name:
(1 Point) My last name:
(5 Points) Take a stab at my middle name:
(3 Points) Who was my first celeb-crush:
(2 Points) Do I have any children:
(2 Points) How old are they:
(3 Points) Who am I in love with:
(2 Points) Where did we meet:
(2 Points) What kind of car do I drive:
(2 Points) What work do I do:
(3 Points) What am I afraid of:
(2 Points) Do I smoke:
(3 Points) Do I drink:
(2 Points) Do I have any siblings:
(2 Points) How many:
(1 Point) Do I like 'em:
(4 Points) What's one of my favorite things to do:
(2 Points) How many piercings do I have:
(2 Points) How many tattoos do I have:
(3 Points) What's my favorite type of music:
(2 Points) What's my favorite TV show:
(2 Points) Who is my favorite band/artist:
(4 Points) Am I shy or outgoing:
(3 Points) Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules:
(2 Points) What’s my favourite colour:
(3 Points) Name something I hate:
(4 Points) Name a talent I have:
(4 Points) What kind of shoes do I wear:
(4 Points) Do I have any pets:
(2 Points) Who am I dating right now:
(5 Points) What do I want to study in university:
(5 Points) What is the colour of my room:
(5 Points) What is my worst habit:
(7 Points on creativeness) If I were stranded on a desert island, what would I bring:


80-85 Points; Stalker Extraordinaire! XP
70-79 Points; Hard-Working Stalker
40-69 Points; Decent Stalker
20-39 Points; Stalker-In-Training
00-19 Points; Crappy Stalker or New Stalker 

Can't wait to see your answers ^_^.

[Edit] Lolz I changed the University question to something harder XP

T_T I was supposed to post this up on the 13th because it was Vincent's birthday, but two things held me back. 
a) I was afraid of what people would think about a fic like this.
b) I was to lazy to post it.

Well this fic was inspired by the song Monster by Meg and Dia.  So if any of you know what the song is about then you'll know what the fic is about.  It's also ReevexVincent major agnst.  Vincent never gets a break even on his birthday.  
Well this is part one of the fic anyways I hope you can enjoy.


Make sure to read the warnings at the begining of the fic.  I'll post the warnings here as well:

This fic it VERY, VERY GRAPHIC!!! NC-17!!!  DO NOT READ IF YOU ARE OFFENDED BY THE FOLLOWING: Yaoi, Rape, Graphic Writing, and Suiside!!! OR IF YOU ARE EASILY OFFENDED IN GENERAL!!!

okay that warning apply's to part one and two.  maybe the rating a little harsh I'm not really sure.  But you can't be too careful right.




You've been warned.

Well I hope you enjoyed it in all it's horror T_T I think I need therapy for all the Hojo presence in the first part.  There is much more angsting to come trust me.

Ugh! it seems like I have no motivation to do anything anymore.  I can't even work on my fan fictions anymore.  Nothing seems worth doing T_T.  That and I think I've become a little over sentive.  I mean I've been really iratible lately.  I almost ripped off Michelle's head this moring, I chewed Morgaine out on MSN.  I feel sssssooooo crapy crapastic!!!  The main reason might be cause there so much effing drama in our group it seems everyone is fighting or mad at someone else in the group and I don't want to deal with it anymore. I didn't want any part of it at all and before I knew it I'm dragged into the soap opera!!! 

The reason you ask.  Apparently I've been "shutting them out." or "You never want to hang out anymore." I wonder why? Hanging out with them just seems to drain all the energy out of me! It not fun anymore. It's not like they listen to me anywways...  So I think i'm going to wait til all the drama dies down a bit.  

I guess this isn't fair... It's not the whole group fighting.  Just the majority.  

Wow.. this post is really self absorbed lol. I just had the shitiest day that all.. Almost started crying in English. Just venting here this venting probably saved someone's life today lmfao.  

Hmm... there must've been something good today... Well it rained, and rained, and rained, ... aaannnnddd, there was lighting.  *sighs* OOOOO well on a random burst of energy at lunch I told Lauren I wanted to go outside. The we randomly ran part way around the school in the rain. 

Umm. not much else to report here. Other than I stabbed myself again trying to make my Kakashi cosplay T_T.  

Later

I can't believe that Steve Irwin passed away.  Holly Shit He was my idol for awhile and I can't believe he's gone.  He's accomplished so much.  I'm actually kind of sad.  He had a wife and kid for heaven sake. It's really tragedic.... Pirced through the heart by a Sting Ray...  They never attack people!  i thought at least if he was going to get killed by an animal that it it would have been a croc or a snake.

Atleast he died where he wanted to... with the animals that he loved so much


R.I.P Steve Irwin


How come the worst things always happen to the best of people?